before my night flight
standing in front of you again
and i still think about how i could never
imagine this.
never thought that you would
mean this much. never thought
that it all would mean so little.
never thought about the actual
goodbye because i know that
i’ve always been so good at keeping
people in my life. never thought
that i won’t be able to keep you.
or that maybe i don’t quite
want to either. never thought
that continents would matter.
but knowing you and knowing
us now, it’s so strange. such
hollow feeling. having no single clue
about whether or not we
will meet again. still holding on
to million things i would do for
you but probably won’t.
© Bo Nawacharee